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04.29.00 Stopping
Today I see who I suspect to be my ex-boyfriend riding his bike down the street. I'm suddenly taken back to the worst time in my life. It was a time where I had so completely forgotten myself that I actually spent a year and half "in love" with the personification of everything I hated.
He looks over at the very same time that I glance to see if it's him. I feel that familiar disgusted feeling spread throughout me. I'm just as disgusted with myself as I am with him.
I drive on, with absolutely no intention of stopping to say "hi."
9:58 p.m. he leaves a message. With that same repressed gay-sounding, drunk ass hole tone, his voice dripping with animosity, he says, "I don't know why you didn't stop and say 'hi'. That car behind you almost hit you because you stopped in the middle of the road."
Now I'm aware of what that awful year and half from long, long ago has taught me. I don't have to stop for anyone ever again.
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